Goals

read more books.
finish decoding love.
go to the library tomorow, get a card.

call kiarer, make sure they send me imunization records.
go to the DMV, get new id card.

...with that, visit the college and take placement tests. hopefully before the end of the week.

fill out application to Value Village.
turn in while waiting to hear back from Bill about Jack in the box. (yuck)
if job at jack in the box is available... vow not to eat misery away alongside the dollar menu.
dont eat misery away in general. lose 15 pounds. hell, lose 20.

be more persistant with writting, and art.
put stolen sketchbook from walgreens to good use, seeing as its mostly empty.

snake tattoo, 18th birthday.
find a design that I like. maybe greek?

get a green pen. write in green ink.

read more poetry. write less meaningless babbling.

get a grip on this inferriority complex.
downsize ego, increase self esteem, respect?

Find a boy. but learn from mistakes, and dont repeate. (who wears a short skirt, and a long jacket)
you shouldnt fall to fast, and turn into a life sucking emotional wreckage.

get laid... its been two weeks. (wtf is that??)

find a yoga class. cut down on smoking.

bagder mom about boxing classes, and buying me that camo jacket.

forget the world. the word assumption.

reclaim acceptance into my life.
agnowlage that their is a bigger world, than the petty shit you emerse your full attention to.

go a day without getting on facebook. or a week. delete facebook, its fucking retarded.

no, Im never gunna delete my facebook. it would be nice tho.

make up mind about mohawk. or just do it.

fill heart with love. meet a god who deserves praise.
be less of a pessimist. be less of a self critic.

your to hard on yourself, darlin.

smoke some bud. Ive missed bud.
get some coke. some e. some beer.

get shitty. but dont over do it. just a little taste to tide me over.

build my interrior.

train Lucy Lu to do something neat.

contemplate communicating with my father, my family.
dont lose track of time away from them. keep them close to your heart,
even if they feel your a monster. they can still love a friendly monster.

get some new music. stop eating avacodo, as tempting as it may be.